talk to my hand!

Hey Everyone,
Im not in a good mood actually guys.every single things i did seems like wrong and not going smooth at all. *sigh*
So, tonight is my last night at home before I go back to university tomorrow. I've had an entire week at home and I really don't want to go back. I like my life better at home and the thought of finals, group projects, and presentations are making me panic. I'm trying to remind myself that I'll be home in three months for Syawal break, but it feel like an eternity. I'm sure this all sounds whiny and I know I'm lucky that this is one of the biggest problems I'm dealing with right now, but it's still bothering me. I just can't stand thinking about saying goodbye to those i love the most tomorrow and driving back. Actually, I feel a little better just writing this :') *maybe?*


beloved luggage : 30kg
25kg : Malaysian food
5kg  : clothes


crazy right? much food than other stuff! yes,it was me.im chubby.im fat.happy with it.anyone hv problem with it?talk to my hand.


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who says?

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else. Hey.
You made me insecure
Told me I wasn’t good enough
But who are you to judge
When you’re a diamond in the rough
I’m sure you got some things
You’d like to change about yourself
But when it comes to me
I wouldn’t want to be anybody else

Na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na 

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

Na na na na na na 
Na na na na na na na 

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon

[Chorus]
Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful
Who says

[Selena Gomez - Verse 2]
It’s such a funny thing
How nothing’s funny when it’s you
You tell ‘em what you mean
But they keep whiting out the truth
It’s like a work of art
That never gets to see the light
Keep you beneath the stars
Won’t let you touch the sky



Na na na na na na 
Na na na na na na na 

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

Na na na na na na 
Na na na na na na na 

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon

[Chorus]
Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful

[Bridge]
Who says
Who says you’re not star potential
Who says you’re not presidential
Who says you can’t be in movies
Listen to me, listen to me
Who says you don’t pass the test
Who says you can’t be the best
Who said, who said
Won’t you tell me who said that
Yeah, oh
Who says

[Chorus]
Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful
Who says?

so,chubby is doesnt matter.let them be! :)

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p/s : voted who says and naturally from selena gomez :)

pain # again

Me: hopeless is my least worry...
today i feel sorrow and pain in my veins
today i felt death
it came by me earlier
it spoke 2 me
it left me
its gone
i can even make a new layer of sorrow and pain
and still it wont be over
becuz thats me
thats my lifestyle
is the life i bringggg
it wont get better
because then that means im doing something right
and i can never do anything right
everything makes me feel numb

:(

wordless#

Raya vs wedding event

Bismillahirrahnirrahim :)

Still dalam mood raya kan3? mesti skrg ade yg tengah kira hasil terkumpul ringgit malaysia you all hasil pusing 1 kampung kan3.:p

Besh nye yg dapat duet ry tu! uhuk, thn ni semua nampak mcm sy dah besauuuu, so duet ry pon makin susut.eee.geram! >:( *fasa keduniaan kejap*

masih dalam usaha gigih memeras ugut mereka2 yg dah kerja utk buat pahala di bulan2 mulia ni,via giving me angpau! hahaha :p

And mood raya ni juga ramaaaaaai sgt yg kahwin.hish! influenced me badly betol.ni yg rase esok jugak nak booking tok kadi for available date. :p

aaaaaaaaaa *stop craving myself!buat malu je*

*takpe saving duet banyak2 dulu,then kahwin tak pyh hutang sana sini plus buat grand sikit* gile ayat nak menyedapkan hati sendiri. -.-"

Tadi jam 12tgh hr plus mcm tu i attend kenduri kahwin bff yg menikah 25august hr tu,u all ingat tak?Alia nabeela dengan husband syed syazrin :) happy for u both.

And tadi juga teman imai ke kenduri classmate maktab beliau di kupang,baling kedah.Tak psl je kena jd co-pilot utk cikgu busuk tu :p

Selamat berbahagia utk mereka,sama cantik sama padan :)

Guys,pray for me tau! hihi

 

 

 

 

p/s: lepas ni takmau jd bridesmaid dh.sengsara je perasaan nengok diorang kahwin :p

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Dia yg ku syg

Bismillahirrahmnirrahim

Semalam whole day menghabiskan minyak kereta bff tercinta najwatul jalylah.setelah beberapa lama tak meet up beliau.really have fun :)

kikikiki. pdn muke ekau! :p

neway,thanks syg for accompanied me :) *sejak2 lesen mati ni.kne tggu org jd driver je.sob3*

 

xoxo

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congrates both them

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Best kan kawin?

best kan tunang? kikikiki. so,tahniah angah sbb dah jadi tunang org!

 

Skema jawapan kpd soalan cepucemas (bila nak kawen?) 

Kenapa Lambat?

✔ Kerna Allah tahu masa yg tbaik utk ku.

.........Dah Berpunya?
✔ Ya. Kerna setiap org tlh ditetapkan jodoh masing2.

Siapa?
✔ Nanti Allah akan perkenalkan kpd ku.

Bila?
✔ Bila kami dah dipertemukan. InsyaAllah jemput dtg ke walimatul urusku nanti.

P/S: Jgnlah selalu btanya bila org tu nak kawen. Krn semua RAHSIA itu, tletak DI TANGAN ALLAH. Sampai masa Allah akan membongkarkannya. InsyaAllah.

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syoknya rayaaaaa!

Bismillahirrahnirahhim :)

Syiokknyyyerrr raya! Alhmdulillah :) hihi.

Selamat berhari raya di Aidilfitri yg mulia,semoga aidilfitri in benar2 mengembalikan kita kepada sebenar2 fitrah selepas sebulan melalui sebuah kesabaran menuju taqwa! :)

 

abah kejip mate.hihi

 

with my baby boy

with Kak atiyah (cousin)

Thanks for reading :)

xoxo

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